Dune Dwelling

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Sand storm on the Sands of Forvie (Photo: Martyn Gorman)

Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn’t something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step. There’s no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That’s the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.

And you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You’ll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others.

And once the storm is over you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.

–Haruki Murakami, from Kafka On The Shore

This passage knocked me out this morning. Thanks Whiskey River, a blogger’s beach that is constantly awash with gems.

One Reply to “Dune Dwelling”

  1. Been there, experienced that too many times. Takes a lot of faith in something (maybe the creative force of sandstorms) to not fight against the force. Resistance seems easier and more natural. Thank you for posting this bit. I needed a reminder especially today that storms are a part of everyone’s life — it is not just me– and it is best to let go. Trite sentiment, I know, but true nonetheless.

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